so anyway i took the leap and went to send over the money and now i'm just praying God please don't let it be a scam please don't let it be a scam it's alot of money for me to foot, and alot of faith to lose. faith in man i mean. it's not God's fault any of this is happening.

also, must say that today's song choice was a miracle, and i just know that it wasn't me who was picking the songs. i went to sleep with only one maybe song on my mind last night, and this morning when i woke up early the songs just... i dunno. turned up in my head. chose themselves. and then set themselves into a comprehensible list without my even having to really examine the lyrics for a flow. so i know it wasn't me.

glad to know i'm being used for His glory, even such a screwed up tool as myself.

here in Your presence we are undone
here in Your presence heaven and earth become one
here in Your presence all things are new
here in Your presence everything bows before You

okk i'm going to bed. i have my stupid marketing paper tmr. though it can seriously go and die. i shall check out the fb group for stupid things to do when going into exams that you know you're gonna fail anyway. tomorrow.

TIRING AT XIAO GUILIN

i've been hearing that everyone thinks i'm anorexic! >:( what on earth! i'm not la!!! i will like eat a pizza in front of everybody la!

>:(

there's a land that is fairer than day
and by faith we can see it afar
for the Father waits over the way
to prepare us a dwelling place there

in the sweet, by and by,
we shall meet on that beautiful shore
in the sweet, by and by,
we shall meet on that beautiful shore

we shall sing on that beautiful shore
the melodious songs of the blessed
and our spirits shall sorrow no more
not a sigh for the blessing of rest

to our bountiful Father above
we will offer our tribute of praise
for the glorious gift of His love
and the blessings that hallow our days

was an okay day. i mean, as okay as it could be with my grandfather's funeral.

i really appreciated deaconess's sharing at mandai today. i always appreciate when she teaches. and what i loved about our pastors, today, was how sincere they were. you couldn't miss it from their eyes, the way they spoke. you couldn't miss it.

i hope mom will be okay.

went home in the afternoon and crashed and just COULDN'T pull myself out of bed. finally did at 430, which was the time that i was supposed to meet my performance group mates, and then took a bus down to smu, where we breathed the city air. rehearsal went well, efficient, (rather). hope it all turns out well on tuesday.

BUT i'm panicking now because i just thought abt next week and realised how many deadlines and stuff i had due.

my working pace totally has to buck up like thousandfold.

God save me.